The End

Kelaka..

Dulu..
I've started this blog with tears in my eyes,heartbroken with all the pain and suffering i'm having..

Now,
I'm going to close this blog with tears of joy in my eyes + all the happiness i've ever felt..


To the you know who you are..
I know you'll be reading this..
Either you're cursing me now or crying inside (tah la kan..huhu)
I know i've been bashing you a lot at this blog but hey..
I've got the right for doing that..
If not, I'll be still mourning bout what u've did to me or still crying for all the pain you've cause me..
It is both of our fault..
I'll know that..
But still..
you can't resist the temptation from her..
and also all the lies that you throw right at my face..
Carut la all you want to me..Coz i know that you are..
Coz hell..I dont give a damn bout it anymore..
You don't apologize..
You leave me hanging and treat me like a fool in the end..
I'm a fool..
But you're the ungrateful guy after all the sacrifice i made..

Gosh,,I'm someone's fiancee now..Can't you believe it?
The fool that you pushed away..
Is someone's fiancee..
I wont be leaving him for you..
I wont be reminiscing you..
He love me as I love him too..

I'll hope one day ..
You'll find the guts and be a man to apologize to me..
Coz i dont think you know how much pain you've gave me ..

When i tot, all the doors and windows are shutted down..
All the lights are taken away..
The big holes that i have..
all i tot was..there's no more purpose in life..
But Allah loves me more..
"Everythings happened for a reason" people said.. It's true..
Then,He came..
He showed me the way..
He healed the wound..
He vanished the pain..
Thank you sayang..
P/s: treat me well yer.. :p


To all the brokenhearted people out there..
Dont reminiscing the old ones..
Dont ever blame yourself..
Its their loss..Not yours..
Live your life to the fullest..!
Even though we live ones, that doesn't mean you've got the pass to CHEAT other people..
Appreciate what you have now!..
It come once in a lifetime..

I hope this blog can give an inspiration to you..
Feel free to read my other blog..
Maybe its a lil sugar coated feelin' to it..
But heyyyyyyy..
I am super duper hepi y'all...

Selamat hari raya

Raya kali ini..
Akan menjadi raya yang paling bermakna untuk aku...
PALING ye..huhu
Jadik..
Kat sini..
Nak ucapkan...
Selamat hari raya kepada semue kawan-kawan, bloggers dan seluruh umat ISLAM..
Maaf zahir dan Batin..
Halalkan makan minum sy kalo ade yg terbelanja tu ke, terpinjam duit (jgn lupe mintak..saya mmg akan byr..Kalo terlupe tu kene mintak..)Dah name pon PINJAM DUIT..Kene la bayarkan =p..
Kalo sesiapa tak termasuk, you know who..ade terpinjam duit kt saya..
Ckp la..saya akan halalkan..Except for you know who..

Kepada sayangku, En A.N.I..
Raya ini raya paling gembira kite berdua..
Thanks for being with me..
I love u d most..
I don't believe in first love crap..
I hope, you'll be my first, di dunia dan di akhirat kalau takde aral melintang..
Thank you sooo much for sending me to work everyday..
Thank you for spoiling me,take care of me..
Insyallah..
I'll be the greatest woman for you..
Now we can laugh (ala ala gelak org jahat) to the people that doesn't appreciate us before..Wuhuuuu..
Sayang u so much..Muahhhxxxx..

Kawan-kawan..
Jangan lupe raya ke-7 ye..
hihi..
Leh cam whoring sesame..LOL

Wish me luck~

p/s: to you know who you are..Kalo bwk moto balik kg tu jangan langgar lori lg..Sbb kalo eksiden, tade org nk bg duit lg tahun ni..Ouch.. :p
p/s2: sori mulut aku jahat lak..emo skit..hihihi

SELAMAT HARI RAYA semueeee

I miss my happy family

Miss my chaotic, crazy and lovely family..
Wuwuwuuu..
Abah..Masakkan lemak daging salai untuk akak leh?Nak sambal belacan skali ye..
Tq~

hari kemalasan sedunia

hari ni..
aku sgt malas
malas utk membuat apa saja..
rasenye..
red flag bakal tibe..
haih..

Abandon Ship

Maaf semue..
Lame sudah aku tidak mengarang cerpen untuk kalian semue (aku tgh praktis berbahasa melayu tulen)...
Bukan aku sengaja..
Aku agak sibuk mengendalikan kerja-kerja di pejabat yg agak berduyun tibaaa~~
Ini adelah kebenaran..
Bukan satu penipuan..
Aku tahu aku merepek di pagi rabu ini..
Tetapi!..
Aku ada tujuan mengapa aku merepek sedemikian rupa :
1. Aku mengantuk
2. Aku baru saja terbakar (burn) perintang pada papan litar aku..
3. Aku bosan untuk membuat kerja
4. Aku merindui En A.N.I walaupun pagi tadi dia baru sahaja menghantar aku ke pejabat.
5. Aku rindu kampung halaman
6. Aku tak sabar nak raya
7. Aku tak sabar untuk menjadi tunangan En A.N.I

Sekian.
Harap Maklum.

Nota tepian: Ye. Aku bengong.

Selamat Berpuasa Semua!!!

Selamat menyambut bulan yang mulia ni..
Jgn tinggal2 pose ek..(except for girls la..ade reason..hihi)
So, buke ape hr ni?.hihi

sowi mowi

this site have been like an abandon ship for quite sometimes..hahaha
been so busy..
sorry guys..
in case uol didnt know..
I am very excited, happy,super happy,super duper happyyyyyyy..
1. En A.N.I's family come to 'merisik'.. >.<
2. My engagement is 1 month away..Yipeeeeeee~~!!! (takut jugak)
3. Date for my wedding also decided but still under discussion.. But my parent are okay with it..Kudossssssss!
4. I've officially graduated from UNITEN a.k.a uni that want ur money but so stingy to give back our money..

I am so **%%%$*( happyyyyyyyy..
I have so many ideas in my head on how my wedding will looks like..
but it all have to take one step at a time..
Sbb ongkosnya bukan byk kan..hihi..

After everything settle last weekend,
i realized something..
I can't wait to go back and see my future 'fiancee' to be or HUSBAND to be.
OMG!! I'm old! Hahahahhaaa...
Wish me luck guys..
I hope everything will go smoothly..Insyallah~..

p/s: take a peek of my engagement dress here

congrats!

Congrats graduate! You are now officially graduate!!hahahhaa..
Omg..can't believe that time is coming..
It means that i'm officially a grown up?omg..
I might have a 24 yrs old body but i am certainly have a 16 yrs old heart..hihihi..
I always wanted to get a bouquet of flower mase convo..wuwuwu..
Yg camni ke..hihi..
penah dapat bunye sekuntum,2 kuntum..aaaa..2 kuntum je for the past 24 yrs that i lived..hahahahaha.. Kalo sape2 nak bg bunge nnt, time kasih in advance!!hehehe..

Dah..nak siap2 balik kl! Wuhuuuuuuuu..
Ibukota..here i come....